.Monday, August 30, 2010 ' 10:24 PM Y
two more days to my actual b'dae! :D
2 days ago had BBQ as celebration for my b'dae.
had a lot of fun, ofcos! :D
anyway, tomorrow will be ceebrating Teachers' Day. (:
hope that it will be fun, ofcos! :D
who dun wish that school wil be fun especially for special occations? (;
hmm, jux want to update something so that my blog wil not feel so DEAD. x:
going off now, bye!
* i miss you a lot, i need you! x3 *
.Wednesday, August 25, 2010 ' 10:29 PM Y
that stupid idiot Gary noe who i gave the letter to!
and now, my mum noe too!
always like that de.. ):
i hate it man! ):
once Gary knew something, next my mum will know too.
sianz! ):
next time got anything must ask them to keep quiet, cannot let Gary noe.
if not i'll die very soon.
erm, byebye! :D
.Saturday, August 21, 2010 ' 3:22 PM Y
i'm damn happy today!
cos today, he is finally not ignoring me!
so damn happy!
i need him a lot! :D
but i noe i dun stand a chance, ofcos..
but anyway.. congratz on him and his stead today.
their 1st month. :D
CONGRATZ! :D
and also, thanks a lot. for not ignoring me.
thanks laoshu for passing him the "letter" . x:
ohwell, byebye! (:
. ' 1:49 AM Y
another had passed.
stop ignoring me!
you're making me really very sad!
can you teach me how to forget and give up on you?
i need help on giving up on you.
by ignoring me, you're NOT making me give up on you.
you're just making me like you more,
and make me think of you more.
today had a lot of stress.
cos of something, not to mention wat it is, ofcos..
but anyway, many things have been happening.
i dunno wat happened.
it's jux so sudden!
i hate this feeling.
i wanna cry.
i cried, just because of you.
i sniled because of you too.
it's like i've totally lose control of myself.
you made me cry, made me smile.
when i'm sad, you cheered me up.
but it all seem to be the past tense!
i'm sad. you sux ttm!
ohwell, anyway..
i'll try hard to forget you if you dun want me to like you.
that's all i can say.
but please, dun ignore me anymore, PLEASE! ):
.Thursday, August 19, 2010 ' 10:10 PM Y
stop ignoring me can?!
do you noe that it hurt me a lot?! ):
i really hate this feeling a lot.
last time i had this feeling before but it's all over.
and yet, you're giving me back my sad and unhappy memories..
i cried because of you, but did you noe? NO!
i'm sad because of you, do you noe? NO!
i wonder how am i going to invite you to my b'dae if this carry on..
i want to hate you, but i can't!
i tried my very best to hate you, but i can't!
i'm angry about it, but i jux can't hate you..
i dun mind anything that you do to me.
jux DON'T ignore me can le. PLEASE!
i need you. jux talk to me a little! ):
the 2nd day you're ignoring me.
.Sunday, August 8, 2010 ' 11:19 PM Y
oh shit, i kinda miss him now..
a lot. yeah, i noe i shouldn't be missing him, but i jux can't stop myself from missing him!
OMG~ how am i going to stop missing him?
this idiot, stil dunno that i miss him a lot. -.-
even though i told him so many times. hais~
never mind~ at least i get to see him almost everyday nowadays. x:
so happy.. x:
i nid him to care for me.
i really nid him to do so.
and i nid him to talk to me, not keeping silence whenever i'm with him..
it seems like some of his frens noe about it le..
but stil, we kept quiet. x:
seriously, i miss him. a lot!
lao shu ( Gary's "brother" ), was sick since this morning.
he is having high fever and was resting in Gary's room..
he slept for the whole day le and he stil dun1 2 wake up.
he keep saying that he got no energy and stuff like that..
aiyoyo~ and, my les is jux thinking too much le larh!
now, i, myself oso sick le but stil nid to look after LaoShu and pei my les..
i'm really very tired. why can't Z.C pei me instead?
i noe the reason, that's why i din go bother him some time..
hais~ sua, now that everybody is sick or busy with their own things,
maybe i'll do the same too? x:
i'm having so much stress and trouble now,
but i jux can't stop helping my brother and my les, can i?
i nid to help them in anyways that i can help.
but there's a limit for everything, isn't it? ):
ohwell, maybe i nid to go out now!
go find him, let out all my stress.
bye!
.Saturday, August 7, 2010 ' 6:33 PM Y
i forgotten my password. -.-
but luckily, i got it back! :D
hais, i'm locked inside my hse cos i can't find any keys at hme! ):
i wanna go out!!
hais, never mind~
ohwell, nothing to post le. x:
byebye! (:
.Monday, August 2, 2010 ' 3:32 PM Y
saturday went to Lakeside with Laoshu to find Jia Ai, go there accompany her. (:
went to play badminton and basketball then go slack til 7+ go take bus home. (:
the bus was very cold. x: but i bear with it til we reach CWP. x:
den it's Laoshu's turn to be cold. haha! x:
went to eat @ 768 but i drink water oni as i'm not that hungry at that time.
Ah Beng and his fren came to look for us den after we eat, we go to 755 bball court to find the others.
slacked for a while den go hme bathe and stuff.
after that meet up with Ah Beng and Lao Shu den cycle to Woodlands Water Front ton. x:
around 4+ in the mid night, i started raining and it is getting heavier so we go under the shelter.
the stupid Z.C dunno how to think de lor.. go out into the rain out of a sudden.
den i go out into the rain too then he ask me go back inside. -.-
i like standing under the rain cannot ar?! x:
was damn cold that day. but i'm fine, even though after standing under the rain for so long. :D
i DID had fun! :D
by the way, i lost my handphone. so, if you wanna contact me, call 63652625.
that's my house phone number.
if i'm not at home, then too bad. x:
bye!
